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in wonder search of daily motivation.

posted May 7, 2018, 5:48 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated May 7, 2018, 10:15 PM by info 2idc ]

Introduction:

last weekend I left my son in gaming on his new flip chromebook earlier, partially evaded his messy mother's beg for aid to support my son's living. I recorded her loan ¥700/mon to support my son's living expenses, which mounts to near ¥20,000 so far, and told her I penniless each month with my bills and poor salary. my son last night likely upset by his mom's attitude and shown no respect of my query of his ongoing updating his wintel. he don't know his mom's failure and harm in her family education, as normal cheap Chinese.

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dreamt at my hometown in my summer campus vacation ran a startup, cake and dispatching shop, like pizza hut. the shop likely founded by our neighbor, the first son of village Mao era teacher and a long time secret copycat of my dad's role model. later I found there is another established competitor, a cake shop run by 2nd son of village's CCP secretary. they both treated me with barbecue for the startup and trying invite my partnership, esp in the secretary's house the CCP cadre and his first son, my once friend and now a bank manager, appeared, and soon I found the arena challenge, in time and season sensitive. its easy to rotten a new cake in your hands at your cost. last night I saw threat against my mean while stable income from QRRS, a SOE I worked for more than a decade till my breakup in an adventure to gain a master degree of politics. I saw nowadays PRC how people insanely reckless just for a job and its salary. I saw since Marxism and modernization, people earn from job and drove by money, and burning out of reserved. heritage and merit ditched, enthusiasm buried by post. I wouldn't work for a job. I will commit in my vision, unshakable faith and inspire of reason and grace. I saw so many cheap souls, even in elegant appearance among nowadays VIPs in CCP and PRC main stage. the tyrant just whipping hardship of living to coerce obedience from weak mob. God dad, even myself under pressure of my son's mom to accept rule of jobbing, to support my family under her stinky guide, stumbling and crawling as PRC main stream. God dad, let me work independently, under your influence of life long career of stone works, regardless orders. let me inherit and abide with my nation. let my people self-rely and self-efficient. bring me my Empire of China, my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. bring me my new baby, billingzhu. in this sunny morning and newly improving canteen breakfast, let me sing and chord in praises of Goodness.

God, protect my invested cyberspace.

posted Feb 16, 2018, 9:09 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Feb 16, 2018, 9:34 PM ]

last night too beautiful to miss, that I lingered in front of computer lately around 11am. in mid night dreamt my once colleagues, a technician deputy director with 2 once and life long students who moved department with him to forge their territory. I dreamt they researched logic, one of my university subject majoring philosophy, to calculate their profit and loss. lunar spring festival eve is today. before it all my projected tasks done smoothly, esp renew our beautiful domains 3rd times or 4 times. first time aided by my nephew to migrate from godaddy to dynadot for cheaper price of renewal, then asked help from my elder brother to renew most endangered one, woz.fm, before its price increase month later. 3rd renewal carried last Wednesday as planned long time after new registrar dynadot offers facility to renew more years among zuo.center and others, aided by February salary released earlier than usual from QRRS, my once and long term employer. now all zhone domains sustained after year 2022. that's wonderful task accomplished in lunar 2017. now I intended enrolling foremost task, renewal of zho.io, which allow more 5 years to subscript on platform of dynadot. with the investment, all zhone domain ownership will extend to 2025, or so. I hope it is a rewarding investment, even under possible seizure dangerous PRC tyrant dwelt around thousand times. God, dad, how I contented with my intelligent properties after these sweating year buffeted by poverty and baseless. zhone portal also gathering audience, adsense earning turns more regular even far from profitable. dad God, my pension can be meaningless, esp in debt mounting PRC government as well as dark perspective of administrative deficit, but can I survive the ruin of tumor of ghost communism CCP's reign? can I survive peace and protected interest my building Empire even in its early phrase while with my heart and sweat? I still have near 40,000 CNY credit debt to Chinese banks, one of them, ccb, threatened to law sue last week. dad God, where I can assure my establishment cyberspace under holy warranty, as burnout disease of CCP and tyranny PRC into ash before its arson trying cling to us? dad God, direct me in paved lane to safe breakthrough before smothering dying hard PRC collapse fatally. my lunar 2018 can be more energetic with safety of capitalism in PRC in fact, whose on stage last surge sucking partisan and bureaucratic cadres shamelessly seize the ultramost from sick society, prey of civilian.

dinning out with dearest son, woz, in 1st dusk lunar 2018 in downtown Qiqihar.

yesterday I ate 4 box of instant noodles my younger brother sent from southern China, his small mill. they are quite tasty. when I went jogging routinely, I obviously felt dragging belly, and heart pumping heavier. dad, God, in my life I missed delicacy so much, even larger amount of beautiful girl souls, but I was remained slim and healthier appetite so far. God, guide me toward my new family, where my 2nd child can glorifies my earth life. bring me sooner my Royal China, bring Asoh Yukiko, my Crown Queen from Japan, for joy matters more. grant us sooner approach the anxious free peak where our domains consolidate like the world map, well recognized and vivid as atmosphere.

first snow in 2017 winter brings bliss

posted Nov 8, 2017, 4:56 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Nov 10, 2017, 12:53 AM ]

dreamt of a podcasting event. the host likely recent hot leaker, Guo wengui (@KwokMiles), who revealed lots of dark scandals of CCP high ranks. the first version was cancelled and the Guo decided to remake. a new van pulled in, likely as an award for the publish, but its tire is half empty. I among other volunteers push the van to podcasting stage. I also handle the microphone, wire connection, recording etc. yesterday really overwhelmingly elated. a planned event aid by my elder brother realized: renew woz's dearest domain, woz.fm for 2 more years now that migration to new registrar who support 4 years ahead to subscribe. our first registrar, godaddy forbidden more than a year to renew the domain, so every year I was anxious about it, and last year I actually paid more for the domain after it entered recovery mode strangely before expire date. also, the domain under icann's administrative increases price $25 since next month. so I badly want to save the ¥500 before new renewal charge complies. I never thought I would raise money from my hometown relatives who mostly live average lives. but God know its OK. my kid brother who has a small mill & bought 2 large houses, dishonored me bitchily each time I ask for loan, did same lest my another aid request. but my 2nd elder brother, my childhood main adversity and in recent years whose contribution to our old family, esp his favorite fishing skill brought more colorful meals in our old family times, warmed my heart and turned me into gratitude, and started to appreciate his loneliness & self-efficacy. this time he touched by my cause & urged my kid brother leased the loan from his own proxy, even his family was not so wealthy to loan me. God dad, now I gained loans from both my sisters and brothers, each ¥1200. 2017 designated to be blessing, like yesterday's shallow snow here. God dad, grant me growing our fortitude against harsher siege PRC surveillance setup us. let my ancestor's gift and needed support reach us in time coming years. let copycat tyrant missing in frustration. bring holy glories shinily on earth. bring me Royal China and my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko to broaden my life entrenched so far here from limelight & sufficiency.


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relief with new domain registrar

posted Oct 7, 2017, 6:30 PM by benzrad zhu

dreamt with my son woz hangout computer market which located in narrow deep lanes. just after we find a set of converter for video or something, came 2 vendors bragged their new product which has a larger capacity than ours. but we didn't give up, and gradually retreated from the place. last night a drizzle turned clear with rhythm in my dream where I at first thought the sound of dripping is ants' eating dry wood, a scenario frequents my children hometown memories. today is my birthday and I will visit my son weekly after PRC boring national day & lunar mid-autumn day holiday, in which my once and long term workplace, QRRS, left me empty hand of seasonal bonus. I badly need the highly anticipated bonus to renew my domains but... But that penniless didn't fail us, with aid from my sisters at hometown instead. my sinful kid brother, who been a small workshop owner in southern China and acclaimed millionaire, turned off my request of cash in for efficiency & currency with my sisters' loan promised, so did my niece in Wuhan, central China. both cold shoulders with liars superficially polite. my nephew, who operates retail shop on taobao.com, the largest e-commercial portal in PRC, and a promising young man, 1st son of my 3rd elder sister, at first also delayed handing over the loan. but I fatally need the loan at once for something active in boring holiday I can engaged with. so I burst in air with my sister and her husband who casually gathering for his son's new house settled in eastern China. in minutes the loan arrives after my nephew avoids family shame and trouble possible from PRC secret surveillance over me & trenchs me in short & misery. with it I successfully launched transferring some of our most dearest domains to a new registrar who charges less. the saving is obvious: once ¥1200 only afford to renew a single domain, woz.fm at previous service provider, now covers our 4 domains among most priced after switched SP. God, dad, in shrinking PRC doomed economy, and daunting insane starvation casted upon my life on my vested land of China and eastern Asia by CCP PRC, I will support my domains ownership from my food savings, & life support together. we will fight for survival with our domains wholly, never broke. last night I adjust my budget on buxfer.com to forecast my monthly bill in resolution. Dad God, domain renewal crisis seemingly short time passed, but we looking for once and all solution to be independent with the intelligent property, like average civilian's normal possess in a middle wellbeing nation, burdenless. Dad God, in this blessing drizzle morning, I look forward more clearance of debt in year end 2017, and fresh starter of 2018 in new meaningful agenda. bring me sooner my Royal China with my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, with starting finance. bring solider China domestic affair against tyrant upon glooming world war 3rd.

when inventment turns burdensome

posted Sep 25, 2017, 6:56 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Sep 25, 2017, 7:53 PM ]

dreamt at hometown in lunar Spring festival. my eldest cousin's 1st son and my 2nd elder brother's 1st son sit on my shoulders each, and soon my passed mother or other relatives, say my niece found my ears full of dirt, esp peanuts and dusts. they help pull huge long chain of this kind of sticky things inc peanuts, shells etc. I didn't blamed the 2 kids but I don't know why them fooled me. these 2 kids long time been used by their parents trying to challenge me, esp my growth via state education system. in the end, I noticed a half finished new house at outer of the village, on western part near the mountain. I was told it's my aunt, ie the jammed my ear kid's grandma, and her only daughter who already had 2 or 3 children but under strict influence of her always cursing mother. I felt misery but they doomed in hatred of my grand dad's family. It's a sunny morning. but I still felt chill indoor. dad God, I need ¥1200 to renew my son woz.fm domain, which is due and only accepts annually renewal, no more several years' preorder like other usual domain. its a pain for me not only for its the dearest domain we have but also most tending demands. Dad God, in recent years there was seemingly less and less year end bonus which my main source of income to support my domains' renewal. now my 21 domain annual renewal prices near ¥5000, while the bonus seemingly shrinking. I previously thought the society as well as per capita income will increase decade by decade, but now I saw sterner scenario in which monetary surplus drained gradually. the people and society turning poorer every year. dad God, I still believe development of society, civilian's consumable income increasing, and consumable commodities including domain and websites with richer options as social welfare. but now, God dad, I felt harsher burden to afford our 21 adorable domains. grant us booming business and my biz self-relying. guarantee our domains' ownership over period when it matters to us. God dad, bring me sooner my Royal China to put things right up. bring my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for better management of financial affair. in this PRC holiday put joys in my solitary in dorm. last night the wall near window of my dorm again cracked and dripped some ashes & blocks, it turning a dangerous house. save me from the dumping, shift me into comfortable & gracious shelter, even my new family in new settlement. dad God, put faith in me for brighter future, and my promised Empire never hurries.

grow with zohosites

posted May 12, 2017, 12:57 AM by benzrad zhu

This week witnesses my zoho assets endeared. I proudly found we, zhone web, has 33 zoho sites, quite some of them mapped to zhone domains, which now began charged if you already missed out. zoho is a great service and best wishes with the India company, as its national success to beat PRC decades illusive propaganda. in long run PRC corps doomed to fall into ash while India grows, for exactly PRC political infrastructure swallowing any healthy budding lives, esp. profiting corps, for CCP is dog while human society far speedier evolving in democratic nations. read this blog item.

firstly dreamt likely in airport lounge, I with my son in queue for aboard. then it broke for awhile to let cargo unload. its likely railway cargo, emergent quilts and pillows for distressed people in problematic situation. once the queue restored, the conductor persuaded us buying sapling on the way, instead of brought it from hometown to destiny, for former mostly more resilient. after peed and returned to bed, I dreamt with my old family, relatives. we criticized each other, we enjoyed chatters, we are family. esp my mean nephew, ie. only son of my passed eldest sister who committed suicide in her mid age decades ago, who is so mean that defied my small loan request several times. we disappointed by counterpart but still we expecting. this week was a bit leisure. I picked up my zohosites and sorted them into precious assets. quite some web services allow early birds privilege more gracious than its current mature clients which generate stable product income. google apps and zoho sites are such cases. previously zohosites free charge of custom domain mapping for its sites users, but now it charges. in recent years I saw zohosites potential and powerful on web building, and more and more willing making better usage of it. so this week I enable all free functions zohosites offers for free old users, like blogs, spam control, custom form, collaborators, etc. I was so contented by the gains! in final step, I collect and sort them into my local bookmarks and web linkbook. this week also specially hard for my financially coping with coming events, weekend gathering my son, woz into dining out and monthly cinema, his coming birthday celebration, his lottery experience I promised to support on the event, and my longing for a new ring mouse to replace my old Microsoft arc touch. in God's bliss, QRRS dispatched one child policy reward, ¥60, yesterday. then I gathered courage from it to contact my niece in Wuhan, central China, for aid. she generously offered ¥400, doubles my entrust. with it I immediately ordered the innovative mouse on taobao.com. but sinking PRC surveillance again exploited and delayed near 2 days in logistics: so far since last morning my order status still remains paid rather than dispatched, or relay of expresses, which quite abnormal nowadays bragging next day delivery but usual in my case in recent years shopping online. they surveillanced my vpn in accurate in seconds: most cases under surveillances my critical submission online result in immediate time out or offline. my conversation with my son, each time broke amid, esp when I urging him adopting securer connection. however, my sweet companion of google music, these days last hours daily and that eases a lot pressure. coming weekend brings many hope of joys when I gather woz, dearest son. God, dad, I'm so contented with my life here so far, that almost leaves me more silence of harmony. bring me sooner my Royal China to be more productive. bring me Asoh Yukiko for brighter future family, and our offspring that drives the eastern Asia coming centuries. thx for sunshine outside, dad God, I know summer is soon under your shine.

webcam with hope of meaningful interactives.

posted Apr 17, 2017, 9:27 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated May 12, 2017, 12:54 AM ]

I recently reckoned a webcam would make my desktop human communication more funs, also aiming to make full use of google voice/hangout. I lived in solitude too long to be contented. but financial problem delayed several weeks. last week I can't bear continuous wanting of the gear prices ¥98, and asked help from my nephew who so promising and admitted the gift giving prompt, transfered me 300CNY in seconds. likely our lunar new year gathering months ago left him good impression on our living and spirits upright. now the new camera working seamlessly among all my platforms, includes windows, chrome os, android x86. facebook stream, google hangout, skype, and windows local machine's camera app, all working without any extra installation nor configuration, just a flicking of plugging in and snappy inaugurated, in a cloudy day I cursed my son woz again last dusk when I prepared him wonderful gifts, new google apps powered Chinese made smartphone hardly found a fitting custom rom and flashed, and newly bought pants with mobile pocket from taobao by all last month leftovers on account, while he despised my visit ,refused to talk to me in air but drove me away by sms. he lied again and likely under his insanely insecure mom's control which turns my son so docile like lamb. my gathering rage in an hour stood outside of the dead door led my leaving over the gifts their neighbor and praying God's mercy in my situation on way returning to my dorm. 

God, dad, my vision and investment on gears again affirmatively rewarding. THX for the gift and improving of life quality. grant us obvious gains of our wise investment on our infrastructure for small startup and independent business. free me of attests from the sinful small bitch of my son's mom, bring sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asohu Yukiko, and girls I deserves in my life so far.

agarten.in, zhone site for the tender, returns from ash.

posted May 6, 2016, 12:24 AM by benzrad zhu   [ updated May 6, 2016, 12:25 AM ]

I should satisfied by 2 powerful web app, a fourm and a cms, adopted by my newly furnished portal of zhuson.com. but shadow glory of the past agarten.in website I intened for my beloved girls, haunts me frequent. this morning after dwelling dawn dream after a waiting night for my senior middle school alumni's financial help, which less than happy but better than nothing, brought me to the dazzling web app again. after some effects cleaning, new webapp and its database prepared. during lunch time I ate fast and final touched the site, agarten.in. now, it serves the world that inspired by its beauty and plenty
 .agarten.in freshly inaugurates from ashes.
Picture Description:agarten.in freshly inaugurates from ashes. here its screenshot sooner after setup.

original post at Apr 15, 2016

2 dynamic sites resumed cleanly.

posted Apr 13, 2016, 4:00 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Apr 13, 2016, 4:52 PM ]

its my long time eye's candy to watch my cyberspace hut in communicative center of people. from the day I saw internet as a long time devotion bewither, I looked into the essential of publication. my sincere love even failed and broke me, my unspoken persistence of faith in beauty of life and bare support of holy principle, left me to recorded memories online. since 2006 I launched web search for my missing lover. after another in asylum, I liberalized and totally devoted to share my life and viewpoint in adversity. that's my fight for freedom, for world I longing.

last year I built 3 dynamic sites, ie. web app and database supported, on google cloud engine. due to insufficient linux skill, I mis-configured and locked myself out of administration. and google's pricey even powerful. in my harder finance, I hardly affordable. and my old hosting at godaddy let expired by the largest domain seller. so I buy myself an economic linux hosting plan at godaddy. I never knew setup php web apps in cpanel at godaddy.com so easy, so sweat free. Could I afford more to buy hosting there!

at meantime, I search other free options of hosting. and internet rewarding me, including byet.host and elonhost.com. I didn't dive into deep of their functions, but likely any cpanel or *panel would do the brash trick of hosting management, no messy command line of manipulations and configurations. switching from old one to new is closing, I now rush to migrate database and u will see soon the returning zhone sites.

update at Apr 14: zhuson.com and its forum, now fresh serving. hoping skyline of eastern Asia now opener.
bbs of zhuson.com after setup
brand new zhuson.com dynamic site after web app setup.


expand adsense to more zhone's site, esp zohosites,upon page hit surge

posted Nov 16, 2015, 11:14 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Nov 16, 2015, 11:43 PM ]

recently sees affiliate sites under zhu's booming. my main blog domestic at 163.com first time, its total hits passed 50,000 visits. my main blog at google blogger.com, also surplus 100,000 hits. 3 dynamic sites, esp zho.io, gains near 100 visits daily. encouraged by the web traffic analytics, I recently refurnished zhone's sites hosted at zohosites, cleaned html codes, fix errs and expanded to some near claimed sites, esp site for gotrus.com, birdous.com,birdo.us, zhone.mobi, faezrland.me, etc. all enabled with beautiful ads from google adsense.

2015 we harvest a lots. I repeatedly purchased computing device against surveillance under PRC's CCP. now each of woz, dearest son, and myself has desktop, notebook, pad, smartphone. last Monday I ordered an Intel nuc from amazon likely will halt the plan to an end. my son and me greatly satisfied, without aid of credit card we wouldn't able to execute it, meanwhile debt to bank mounts to near ¥50,000. how burdensome it is, I still in reckon, pre-warn including 2 times bank buzzed in for urging pay back credit in time last month. last week I booted up courage to buzz 2 of my Nankai univ alumni for loan, both unresponsible.

this week my salary will arrive. God, how many hopes I put as national living standard supports my invests on cyberspace buildup. I anticipate my investment on domains, cloud computing, supported by average salary or pension now that all the country urging improving domestic consuming. I know its risky but I still in faith.

God, what else if we didn't choose the lifestyle we enjoyed so much now? my son and my own cherish every moment we stayed together for gaming, for restaurant, for cinema, for walmart. God, dad, just let it floats deep as usual and plenty.

photo below is woz with his pad and ice drink from Taiwan franchise before we join cinema in Qiqihar supermarket.

woz on his pad game before join cinema

originally posted on 2015-10-21

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