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about the obvious agenda and ambiguous pot of remix, rewind, rethink and their remind.

baptism in righteous alphabet sea.

posted Jan 22, 2018, 1:15 AM by benzrad zhu


after so many relentless anticipations upon monthly reuniting my son, woz, at my QRRS Dorm, we finally got our wonderful work out in the weekends: woz's adoption in eclipse for his c++ programming IDE, our new google home mini more functional with native English interface & voice command empowered by native rich content support. we even gained a better salary for year end purchases.

thankful thought

dreamt of holiday at my hometown. we visited our relatives in neighbor village, where I was bitten by ants. they painlessly gathered herds all over my body. my brother-in-laws, sisters help me after I showered to check if I was cleaned, around a camp fire before leaving the village. some neighbor kids also watched. they put on me so many clothes that I took off many time to assure sanity. the ants' bites likely drained bloods, no pains at all, their size is smaller. I was a bit in panic. Last week too beautiful to miss. My son visited my dorm last Friday, when we worked together trying fix his problem with eclipse C++ compiling. His mom arranged him learning programming lesson, which likely just sending him some slideshow. I tried to introduce him ubuntu & eclipse. But I seldom had expertise on eclipse. So I have to put more efforts to ensure my son's interest as well as familiarity with the IDE, till he really works with the tool, leaving his windows counterpart, dev c++ as his teacher adopted, no where. We almost fix compiling until my son tried more on his own programming codes then compiling errors missing component, which clueless for us. So next day I searched web for more tutorial ebooks to download. I in fact gained some copies of pirated ebooks, and I prepared reader on my son's ubuntu aiming to his reference readily. God dad, help my son find his joy in programming, and persistent on doing his things right & joyful. In the same night my son ported in my dorm, my salary released, ¥4276, such a surprise that we both glad. With it I renewed woz's domain, to its maximal years godaddy allows. Next day, ie. Sunday, I reset & setup again our google home mini, for unsatisfied by restriction non-English user inherits within google home app. This time I got online chat aid from google, which assured me none GPS discrimination but just Language determines user interface and more choices within, say voice matching, optional voice male or female. We finally got human voice option, more voice commands available after switched to English on our nexus. Its such a huge success that we both glorified. We then dined in downtown hotel restaurant where we absent for 3 weekends, partially their service less attracting. But this time we fed well, porks delicious and enough. In salon I offered ¥20 as tips for wonderful service there, and last time they resumed my missing renewal there, as gratitude. After shower in public spa, I found our cyber shopping, an amazon China parcel due to arrive last Wednesday delayed so far arrived. Another order, 2 cushions from arrived same day. My son was brought by his mom to visit dentist, so I brought 2 parcels lately around 6pm to visit my son again. My son looking out for the rechargeable batteries badly and we cheer up with the new stock of batteries. Its such a nice day that in the night I gave up episodes watching as reconciliation upon PRC surveillance heavily blocking online from poor PRC culture products. Dad God, this blessing morning what can compare with your mercy in my situation? Dad God, bring me sooner my Royal China for final solution upon coming crisis in the world. Bring me my Crown Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for our offspring healthy & strong sanity.

as sober as morning sunshine.

posted Jun 18, 2017, 6:18 PM by benzrad zhu

Its a sunny morning, I felt obliged to get up and do something. Recent testing tomato router script put me in a worker’s mindset, absolutely nothing else beyond of task memories. I dived so hard that I merely recognize other things than occupied by inch in inch progress I strode outward chaos. My son last Saturday lost his desktop logon confidential, So I taught him to reinstall windows 10 and roughly customizing before backup to image. He reluctant but worked with me, while his sinful mom, a cheap junior school teacher, close watching my tutorial on computer. She occupied her house every free hours out of work, grasps dirty money from tuitions she ought to offered on job. After 3 years and graduated, now she every more than 12 hours in a day earning from the educational bits even it's shabby in quality in her campus. I more and more felt its insane. My son due entertainment ruined for his mom’s house forever a workshop for his mom and her cheap pupils. In this view, I recently relentlessly equip my son with lounge TV and English programs, on which he enjoys and absorbs when his visits monthly my dorm and on my seat. I hope the moment he enjoys staying with me and my workspace forever prolonged. So last month I equipped him a touchpad k/m combo for convenience of remote input on pc and android TV. The Chinese product works smart even we anxious about keylogger and other spy wares lawless PRC breeds, in favor of dog CCP and state surveillance. My son more or less accepted my arrangement, promoting him from mobile games he excels now and adopting more language and expressive method as his new skill to master. I times and times urged him makes fair use of our borderless web. I hope he enjoys meanings in American culture stocked in amazon prime video and youtube, vimeo sites. My trustworthy video education, defied me in youth decades, pacifies me more than 2 hours daily, broaden my world view and wishfulness so much that I have to put on forth for my son, for his beneficial social experience and nutritional source of moral and spiritual. God, dad, my life so rich that I’m constantly complacent. Bring my son meaningful in his scope of activities. Bring me sooner my Royal China to protect her from poverty grilling the land and souls CCP and PRC only left with. Bring producing capacity our fatherland sustains before the burning out in cheap dealer like communism. Bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, for unfinished mission we beset, among a never seen silver proud heaven on eastern Asia. Thx you, dad God.

benzrad now has new audio system informative.

posted Sep 5, 2016, 7:33 PM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Sep 6, 2016, 6:59 PM ]

it all starts with windows 10 unable to play podcast after screensaver off, ie. hibernation. I then thought I can use my android pad to play google music. but the sound system on a pad too feeble and likely harmful under long play load. drains a pad by its broken speaker is far from economic, so I noticed an independent speaker would fit my need. I have seen so many boomboxes in recent years after more and more citizen adopting dusk jog in music errand. I hate coarse folk music loudly occupies open space, but I gradually perceived portable speaker's popularity. now I need one, too, but desktop version rather than hangable. the main category lists around ¥60. I ordered at once. after 4 days in hard waiting, I installed it soon after it arrived. it works wonderful with bluetooth stream from my pad's google music. later I tried its card and usb stick playing local audio library function, and radio. all fit my need. after enjoyed the fruitful feasibility, I look deeper into audio ebook. I searched online listening websites and found some Chinese audio reading websites resourceful. I envisioned I can entertain myself with audio ebook, comedian program, university courses hosted from these websites. I don't want all using my pad lest Chinese website's malware. I already equipped my family 2 chromecasts, and google's chromecast audio released last year already impressive to me. so I researched it on, Chinese largest retail market and its virtual credit is my only credit now during my credit debt crisis to shop online. its too temptative not to order at once, ¥300, much priceier than the speaker. that's Thursday. in weekly weekend uniting my son, I told him my sound entertainment system emerging, its feature and future equipping him one if he favors. on Monday the chromecast audio arrived. VPN, indispensable for chromecast setup and working, under GFW heavy strangle. after a full workday penetrating and breakthrough, I got Chinese podcast online streamed to my speaker's aux channel, extends the sound system usability. its a Japanese ebook read by a Chinese woman, as sweet brook as I anticipated. now dust down after a deep sleep raining night, my rich meanings life with English podcast and music via google music, and Chinese talk radio and audio ebook flow around my lonely dorm and soul praying, searching for holy commitment and glory unseen. God, isn't a mirage in the descending of remote friend including chromecast audio?
new chromecast audio and independent sound system augurated.
now let our angels and gospels fly over mountains and rivers on the landscape under Heaven.

backup vital exclaims among dynamic sites, google sites, zohosites.

posted Nov 17, 2015, 12:08 AM by benzrad zhu   [ updated Nov 17, 2015, 12:16 AM ]

my financial status is dangerously unstable. so powered by new purchased microsoft wireless mouse for precise operation, I copied zhone 18 domains' homepage, blog of dynamic site at, to google sites, zohosites, both free, against losing paid hosting platform.
now the kite can flier farer and higher with double rein wire including paid and free. thx God, its smoothly done. visit them at , , or

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